how do you measure...measure a year?

Nov 02, 2005 09:00

521,600 minutes...how do you measure a day in the life? my birthday was about 2 weeks ago. and i realized...i've been down so long, it may have been longer still. So i realized. i'm no longer a teenager, but just shy of being a true adult. its time to figure some shit out, like...what i want to do, who i wanna be, what i wanna look like, who my ( Read more... )

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codiphurus November 5 2005, 03:54:54 UTC
buddy,
i think you are giving krista far too much credit in the act that was defriending you. I don't believe it was just her, or just you and no i'm not saying you said that. However, i think you are making it a little easier on yoursef by saying the things you do about her, however you may have forgotten, i was there. I remember it was you who was the mean one first, one may only react the way she did. Then again, i'm not either one of you so who am i to think for you. I would just like to point out what i saw. Remember it takes two to Tango, and that, you both did.

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It's Over, I'm Done. superduperguy November 5 2005, 12:17:40 UTC
It must be soooo friggin easy for a 3rd party point of view to pass judgement, huh?

Well, that part of my life is over, i'm done with it. As i mentioned in my blog i'm figuring out what my life needs to consist of, and negativity will not be tolerated, i'm here for the good times..."Take me away/To a place/where the good times, good times roll/Don't let me stay/In a place/where this hate can steal my soul" Thats it, thats what i'm gonna be all about...and i don't give a shit if that makes me superficial or what ever 2 dollar word you wanna call me. I do still care...about, those who care for me...so that doesn't make me completely selfish, i guess i'm just left of selfcentered. but if i don't give a fuck about me or the way i look, no one will...Remember, people care abour people who care about themselves.

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Re: It's Over, I'm Done. codiphurus November 5 2005, 15:43:41 UTC
yes well, hopefully thats not all i am. And remember, people don't give a shit about people who are so self absorbed that they don't respect or give a damn about anyone else. Your not there, but i want you to know how i would feel if you were. Don't get me wrong Eric, i'm proud of you in that you want to make yourself look good cause goals are awesome, and i respect you in that you have wheel power and drive, most don't. But if you get rid of everyone whilst getting that goal, your not going to have much

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Re: It's Over, I'm Done. superduperguy November 6 2005, 08:37:33 UTC
i know i'm not there, i never intend to, as far as..."yes well, hopefully thats not all i am." i don't know what that refers to. and "wheel power and drive" ??? you lost me there... No, i don't intend to become a complete asshole, i just intend on dropping the unnessecary bagage alot the way...the extra weight and dead weight of so called friends. don't you go and turn on me too...i'll have no one to ground me. and i'll ultimately become who you hate the most...a prep jock asshole...

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Re: It's Over, I'm Done. codiphurus November 6 2005, 21:00:38 UTC
well thanks for considering.
the "hopefully thats not all i am" refers to the third person perspective you spoke of.
the "wheel power iand drive." is a compliment.

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Re: It's Over, I'm Done. superduperguy November 6 2005, 22:45:37 UTC
sometimes i feel thats all you want to be...its safe...you don't get hurt just being on the outside looking in on this whole ordeal...and i believe you mean...WILL power and drive...lol...silly. wheel? like a wagon...lol

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Re: It's Over, I'm Done. pippinsfirefly November 10 2005, 18:38:49 UTC
Normally, I would stand aside and say what you will about me; however, you have begun to attack Cody, and that, sir, is not alright. He has done nothing but be your friend and stand by your side, and what do you do? You kick him in the ribs and spit meaningless yet somehow offensive jargon in his face. He is trying to approach things from an unbiased point of view, which I, at least trying to be of open mind and spirit, can appreciate ( ... )

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Re: It's Over, I'm Done. superduperguy November 10 2005, 22:53:52 UTC
this so called attack. i don't know where you come off claiming this. Cody and i have spoken about this face to face. we're cool now, i would never do that to him. Plus, there would not be any "espionage attempts" had you the decency to try and work this out. Please give me an example of one rave that did not include drugs and alcohol. Like i said, i'm not going to play this role any more, i don't want any extra drama in my life, its stressful enough without added anxiety. I work out to feel and look better, and when i get there, it will reflect the person i am inside, which i guess you might have forgotten who that was...the one who went out on a limb to make you happy once. by offering you pages of my personal feelings [songbook] that Daniel claimed he had taken part of to satisfy both parties and really just to see you smile again, cause i know his departure wasa really hard...on both of us...guess you forgot about that one, huh?...or the one who saw something you might like or take interest in a guy by the name of Jon Philips in ( ... )

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