Errghll
I've been feeling reeeally down lately. It's like I can't not feel completely one emotion all at once for the past few weeks and it's either anger or some form of depression. Don't even think I have much reason for it apart from the usual day to day crap everyone goes through. Even tried hanging back and watching some anime's and all they did was depress me more. Don't know if I want to finish Arjuna because of it. I didn't realize that one was so... "look at how shit the worlds becoming and there's nothing you can do about it."
Because of it I think I've been tending towards very anti-social... which makes it worse because then I start feeling like people are avoiding ME just because they're not dragging me out of the house by my feet. Then thinking that way makes me feel stupid... mostly.
I dunno.
I relate to "Dead Master" from Black Rock Shooter... the chick with the horns:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzZXrYJ4b_w
It's one of the better anime I've seen this past few weeks, it's only one very high quality episode so far and it's so new it's not even commercially out on DVD yet. Came out in Japan July 20-something.
Anyways... better head to bed like I said I was going to. My schedule's all fecked up this week. I go from closing then through a not so gradual shift to Opening... starting tomorrow.
Because of it I think I've been tending towards very anti-social... which makes it worse because then I start feeling like people are avoiding ME just because they're not dragging me out of the house by my feet. Then thinking that way makes me feel stupid... mostly.
I dunno.
I relate to "Dead Master" from Black Rock Shooter... the chick with the horns:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzZXrYJ4b_w
It's one of the better anime I've seen this past few weeks, it's only one very high quality episode so far and it's so new it's not even commercially out on DVD yet. Came out in Japan July 20-something.
Anyways... better head to bed like I said I was going to. My schedule's all fecked up this week. I go from closing then through a not so gradual shift to Opening... starting tomorrow.