Because I'm not scared, but I'd like some extra spare time...
I had a great night last night. I went to a Wrock show at the Sidewalk Cafe and saw Swish and Flick [for the first time - they're awesome!], Justin Finch-Fletchly [also a lot of fun], The Whomping Willows [whom I love], and Draco and the Malfoys [always amazing]. There's just something so moving about a room full of people shouting along to a song about Harry and Draco's love for one another :P AND DatM played "In Which I Kick Harry Potter in the Face" which they almost never play and it was SO very awesome! I had a great time.
After that, I trudged uptown to meet Brian...only to end up back downtown, about three blocks away from where I started. But it was ok because I had a lot of fun and he was able to start paying me back. With booze. :D We stayed out until about 5:30, which in hindsight was probably not such a good idea. I had work at 10:30 this morning, and though I did make it, I was pretty much a mess all day. Work sucked a lot and I hated it, and I didn't get out until 6:45...BUT I made $208. So after that I couldn't really complain.
Lauren and I had dinner at her new place of employment [CPK] and I ate way too much and I feel totally gross, but it was a lot of fun because I feel like it's been a while since the two of us hung out.
Sooo since I have all of these fun things going on here in NY, this brings me to what this post is *really* about.
Mollie asked me to move to San Francisco with her. And I can't decide what to do. There's really no reason for me to stay here. But then again, it's not like there's anything for me in California. It would just be a change, and I'm not sure if changing just to change is what I should do. But then again, I've been very stagnant and I feel like part of me is afraid to actually start the ball rolling...but I feel like I'll *never* accomplish anything here. It's too easy. If I'm not forced to step up to a challenge I won't do anything.
So I guess I'm leaning towards going. I *have* to leave at some point, and I think it's better to do it with someone I know than to do it alone. I mean, it would probably be for about a year. I could use a year away, I think. And then I'll go from there.
Maybe.
After that, I trudged uptown to meet Brian...only to end up back downtown, about three blocks away from where I started. But it was ok because I had a lot of fun and he was able to start paying me back. With booze. :D We stayed out until about 5:30, which in hindsight was probably not such a good idea. I had work at 10:30 this morning, and though I did make it, I was pretty much a mess all day. Work sucked a lot and I hated it, and I didn't get out until 6:45...BUT I made $208. So after that I couldn't really complain.
Lauren and I had dinner at her new place of employment [CPK] and I ate way too much and I feel totally gross, but it was a lot of fun because I feel like it's been a while since the two of us hung out.
Sooo since I have all of these fun things going on here in NY, this brings me to what this post is *really* about.
Mollie asked me to move to San Francisco with her. And I can't decide what to do. There's really no reason for me to stay here. But then again, it's not like there's anything for me in California. It would just be a change, and I'm not sure if changing just to change is what I should do. But then again, I've been very stagnant and I feel like part of me is afraid to actually start the ball rolling...but I feel like I'll *never* accomplish anything here. It's too easy. If I'm not forced to step up to a challenge I won't do anything.
So I guess I'm leaning towards going. I *have* to leave at some point, and I think it's better to do it with someone I know than to do it alone. I mean, it would probably be for about a year. I could use a year away, I think. And then I'll go from there.
Maybe.