All I need to make it real is one more reason.
I am having a terrible day. I forgot to finish up my Arithmancy homework, so I somehow barely managed to squeeze it in while I was getting ready this morning. I took only a half hour shower, which was sort of upsetting because I knew I didn't have much time, so it wasn't nearly as relaxing as it usually is, especially since it was so bloody short . I didn't have any time to do my hair, so I just pulled it up. It doesn't really matter anyway, I guess, I planned on practicing later and my hair doesn't stay very orderly for that unless it's pulled back.
Though, I usually like to look as if I put some effort into myself at least for classes. Oh well. One day won't really matter. This day really had started out badly, though. And though I successfully completed my Arithmancy homework, I must've gotten 75% of the work wrong, which wasn't really something I'm immensely proud of. Hopefully it's only because I was rushing.
Not to mention, but I didn't sleep very well last night, I had a lot on my mind I ate far too many coffee candies once again. I felt as if I'd fall asleep in Transfiguration, and probably dozed off once or twice, but I was really trying not to because I'm doing positively horrific in that class. Well, I would be anyway, if it weren't for Theo's tutoring.
And I missed breakfast, and was trying to catch up with some ridiculous Divination assignment during lunch, so I've yet to actually eat today, and I'm absolutely starving. I'd go down to the kitchens, but I'm still working,and plus I never like getting food at any time other than mealtimes, anyway. I feel weird walking into the kitchens and all.
I have a headache, too. But that's probably directly related to the dependance I currently have on coffee candies today to keep me awake and the fact that they're all I've eaten and don't happen to be filling in the slightest. I actually think that they're making me sick on top of an empty stomach.
I need a nap, a hug, a hired person to take care of my assignments, a cure for coffee candy love, a long shower, Freddie, and some time to breathe.
Looks as if I won't be practicing today, anyway. So much for the convenient hair-do.
Oh, and the count-down is at three days for my seventeenth birthday. Woo.