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[supercoolv1]

My God, I have no faith
I'm stuck in this fucked up place
I try to live and learn
But I still feel the burn
I've spread my love and all my faith
I've done it all in seven days
I never thought it would be this way
And I'm still bleeding
So I fall down to pray
But I think I've lost my page
Lost in the hands of time
Hands of time take me away to where I want to be
Lead the way because I can't see the life in me
I was lost in the flames as I screamed
My God, I've failed again
I wait for your crushing hand
Is this for real?
Save me now

Youve always had so much to say
Tellin everybody else what you think of me
Im beginning to think
That Im here in the brink
Of the shit that you bring
You always throw at me
But your not the hardest Ive met
Be gettin what I got next
The shit that you start
The shit things that you play
Now Im given a right to go in-fuckin-sane
Frustration starts the burning
And then the burn starts turning
So close to being sick
Im so fuckin sick and I want to
Go on
I cant take your shit but I have to
Go on
I cannot stand you fuckin face
Cuz I remember the past I cant erase
Now Im startin to feel
That everything isnt real
And all the people around me fuckin grow and break