Hey dont say that shit about me. I have to sit and watch while you throw your life away with pot and now antidepressants and I barely say shit cuz I know it wont help any. Youre goddamn lucky Im still here now and didnt leave when Matt did, but I cant because Im your sister and I wouldnt do that to you. I cant stand hearing about your bullshit drama that you bring onto yourself but I do and this is the thanks I get. You saying I probably talk shit and wont be there for you? Well Im here fucking now arent I? This is bullshit.
I didn't know I was throwing my life away. I'm quite content with my life and what I have. I have great pets and a great room in a nice house where my family I'm renting from is sad I'm leaving. I have people who want to live with me. I have a few great friends who replace all the shitty friends I've gotten rid of. The only friend I've lost that I miss is Matt and that's his choice to kick me out. And you, you who is doing such wonderful things with your life who is always here for me... well, I don't ask you to be but I appreciate it. Don't criticize my life because I am happy in my own hippy way and I know you are happy in your own material way. I have thrown away nothing and I don't know why you think I'm ruining my life. What have I ruined? Please tell me.
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