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Psychological and philosophical discussions until 6:30 in the morning always leave me feeling a little empty the next day.
I also thought coming back here would relieve some of my frustration. Maybe I'm just a continuously frustrated person.
I hate living my life with countdowns. Countdown to fall break. Countdown to Spamalot. Countdown to Thanksgiving. Countdown to Christmas.
I hate feeling uncomfortable in my room. On my floor.
I don't know why I'm learning what I'm learning. I don't know if it's going to help with in the future. I don't think it will.
I feel like everything I do is rote. I do it because I don't know what else to do. I don't think that's a way to live.
I also thought coming back here would relieve some of my frustration. Maybe I'm just a continuously frustrated person.
I hate living my life with countdowns. Countdown to fall break. Countdown to Spamalot. Countdown to Thanksgiving. Countdown to Christmas.
I hate feeling uncomfortable in my room. On my floor.
I don't know why I'm learning what I'm learning. I don't know if it's going to help with in the future. I don't think it will.
I feel like everything I do is rote. I do it because I don't know what else to do. I don't think that's a way to live.