*BrOkEn InSiDe*
I was just listening to this song and realized how much it reminds me of my sister. It doesn't matter if you think she's finally ok and not doing anything to mess up her life, she always does something else. I love her so much and I just want her to be able to have a normal life. Sometimes, as much as I hate the things in my life, I wish she had a life like mine. Even though I get sad sometimes and a little unhappy at least with Kyle...I'm able to keep myself from trouble and I'm even buying a house. I find out more and more how much she needs to learn to confide in the family. It sucks when you learn things that you didn't know and it hurts you. I wish I could say what it is, but I can't...this is one thing I have to keep to myself, no matter how much it hurts me. I don't know why I'm thinking about it now, when it was at least a week ago that I found out. I guess its just this song.