Here I go again...

Feb 22, 2005 23:47

Isn't incredibly weird how things can just be ok and you still feel like its all messed up? That's how I feel right now. Even though I'm buying my own house and getting away from the retarded people that live below us, I am overwhelmed by everything. Buying a house, getting my teeth fixed, hardly ever working, the apartment being all messed up....AHHHHH!!! I ask Kyle to clean and he does what HE calls cleaning. His definition is quite different than mine, obviously. I'm trying not to be so...sad isn't even the word...if anything, its more irritated, frustrated, tired, exhausted. It just never ends, dentist appointments, doctors appointments, inspections, being sick............GO AWAY. I almost think that buying a house was freakin' stupid because it just brought more on...but if we stay in this apartment any longer, there will be nothing left. I'll have to pay the leasing people money to fix it up!

Had a root canal today...not much else to say about that. Scraped my arm up too...life is good.
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