Trying to stay current on my journal so I will post here first then catch up on all the fun stuffs ( Read more... )

So, we went to the hospital today. It's weird to go to the hospital for my husband and not me. The feeling is different. I can be brave when it's for me. I joke, make up funny stories about things, chat with the other patients, techs and nurses. I'm a one-woman party when the appointment is for me. But for him ( Read more... )

Wherein I give a pathetic explanation for where I've been, what I've been doing and with whom I've been doing it with.

Without a doubt, this has been one of my worst years ever. Emotionally, I'm amazed I made it through. Dealing with an illness doctors say is terminal when my heart says I can survive anything is certainly a challenge. I've lived ( Read more... )