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i really hate "reality" as my parents put it
i cant go on jordyns cruise with her bc i dont have enough money saved to go when i worked all summer and only spent money on new shoes and my warped tour ticket thats it the rest i saved so i could go
and basically i have to have $5000 by next july for college bc i guess im too retarted to get scholarships and so i have to pay for half and any scholarships i do get go towards paying for their half
then i have to pay for my cell phone bill and car insurence and all my dance and they are saying i wont have time to dance as much as i want to bc i have to work to pay for college
fuck it wasnt the point of getting a job to pay for dance next year not to take up all of my time so i cant dance? its the vicious cycle of life i guess
they arent even giving me money for lunch next year i guess food is no longer a neccessity cost that comes with having children so i get to go home everyday and eat the shit that we have here instead of going out with friends for lunch
i tried sushi tonight it was really good! i want to go to japan now we had the coolest sushi chef ever and he helped me make fun of my dad all night
i cant go on jordyns cruise with her bc i dont have enough money saved to go when i worked all summer and only spent money on new shoes and my warped tour ticket thats it the rest i saved so i could go
and basically i have to have $5000 by next july for college bc i guess im too retarted to get scholarships and so i have to pay for half and any scholarships i do get go towards paying for their half
then i have to pay for my cell phone bill and car insurence and all my dance and they are saying i wont have time to dance as much as i want to bc i have to work to pay for college
fuck it wasnt the point of getting a job to pay for dance next year not to take up all of my time so i cant dance? its the vicious cycle of life i guess
they arent even giving me money for lunch next year i guess food is no longer a neccessity cost that comes with having children so i get to go home everyday and eat the shit that we have here instead of going out with friends for lunch
i tried sushi tonight it was really good! i want to go to japan now we had the coolest sushi chef ever and he helped me make fun of my dad all night