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wow so tonight was the worst ever
my dad tried to tell me that i cant go to the underoath show thursday which i have had my ticket to for about a month because my grandparents are coming to town how gay they are here for 11 days and my mom isnt even going to be here for 4 of them so i dont see why i cant miss one night then he told me how my grades are slipping and i dont try hard enough in school how can my fucking grades be slipping we havnt even gone back to school yet and i had all bs and one a on my report card he goes to bed everynight at 9 while im usually up till 1 or 2 doing homework ya i dont try at all
i made the mistake of saying that im sick of being compared to matt well not really mistake because i ment it but it didnt help my chances of being able to go to the show i dont care that he managed to play soccer and still get all as through out all of high school they say i dance too much and that it has become my number one priority and that i should take less classes and come home and do homework do you really think that forcing school down my throat and taking away what i really enjoying doing is going to make things better
aparently my attitude is going "south" as my dad puts it did he happen to look at how i am missing other shows because my grandparents are in town how i am missing the taste of choas tour and the cover up and before braille show and the senses fail show in tuscon how i was going to go look at the u of a campus but am staying home my mom says im not allowed to leave like i do when her parents come because her parents drive me crazy and that i need to stay home so basically i will have not be doing anything for the next two weeks i just want to go out one night
my dad tried to tell me that i cant go to the underoath show thursday which i have had my ticket to for about a month because my grandparents are coming to town how gay they are here for 11 days and my mom isnt even going to be here for 4 of them so i dont see why i cant miss one night then he told me how my grades are slipping and i dont try hard enough in school how can my fucking grades be slipping we havnt even gone back to school yet and i had all bs and one a on my report card he goes to bed everynight at 9 while im usually up till 1 or 2 doing homework ya i dont try at all
i made the mistake of saying that im sick of being compared to matt well not really mistake because i ment it but it didnt help my chances of being able to go to the show i dont care that he managed to play soccer and still get all as through out all of high school they say i dance too much and that it has become my number one priority and that i should take less classes and come home and do homework do you really think that forcing school down my throat and taking away what i really enjoying doing is going to make things better
aparently my attitude is going "south" as my dad puts it did he happen to look at how i am missing other shows because my grandparents are in town how i am missing the taste of choas tour and the cover up and before braille show and the senses fail show in tuscon how i was going to go look at the u of a campus but am staying home my mom says im not allowed to leave like i do when her parents come because her parents drive me crazy and that i need to stay home so basically i will have not be doing anything for the next two weeks i just want to go out one night