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Wow....I feel that I haven’t updated in ages....it has been awhile I guess....its all my computers fault I tell you, every time I get on to update it crashes....I get so mad cuz I’m in the middle of my story when it usually happens. GOOD NEWS! My buddy and me are talking again, I thought I would be the adult about it and just let bygones be bygones....and it took some courage ,but I went up to her while she was “studying,” and I just told her I was sorry, and of course stupid, we broke down what happened....and now cool...We wasted no time and got back to our usual schedule....we went to In & Out yesterday after school, and we were there for what I felt like hours, SO HAPPY. I sang today in front of the class...felt I was very sloppy, hated it.....umm...yah...so I haven’t put in time for it since honor choir auditions.....N-e wayz....It rained today...that’s cool and all....except when you Girlfriend wants to play ( trenched) in the rain even after I advised her not too....I felt myself sounding like such a grown-up “No, its bad”.......“you’ll get sick”......“stop it!”...really hated that...I just didn’t want her to get sick...is that wrong......I think not...I just think it shows I care....being sick sucks....and getting trenched in LA rain is asking to get sick. I think a lot of people now-a-days are hypocrites...especially when we are asked to fuck prior engagements to commend with their wishes.....and yet that person frequently has done it...at least In my eyes. One more thing....KornBeck pissed me the hell of the other day when she added too a story that made an event that happened sound way worst then what really happened....she just went off with the story, and added to it as she whished, and then falsely lectured me about it, HELLO, DID NOT EVEN FUCKEN HAPPENED....MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS...you too thrasher...if you don’t know the FUCKEN FACTS....THEN DON’T ASSUME SHIT. I already told myself the choir for me will be no more, acting is actually fun.....thrasher is ok, so I still might pursue that....or not.....Depends on work.