23rd birthday experience
Well I turned 23 last tuesday and really I feel no different. I didnt really expect to but, I mean it was so strange because I felt nothing which is good I guess. Well that day actually I did nothing really slept most of the day and met up with my parents and we went out and ate and then I went to work thats about it. Not much going on in my life at this time just work and the occasionl school stuff. I dont really have a mood right now I am as Pink Floyd would say "Comfortably Numb" I am not deppresed or overly happy right now just living. I dont know my job sucks thats about all I know cant wait to get another. I guess the only big event that has happened recently is that I went to a huge birthday party that was thrown for a friend I went to highschool with and myself. I will say that was one kick ass party I had a great fucking time! It was in Durant there was a keg from texas and I brought the ingredients to make a flaming dr. peppers... so needless to say I was one fucked up individual and it was great. It was the first time I have been that fucked up in such a long time. Met a few women who maybe I am just being egotistical but I really thought the were into me... of course being the smooth charcter that I am got so wasted I made a fool of myself several times I am sure that they were just dying to get with me after seeing my drunken shenanigans. Well I am nearing a crossroads in my life I could stay in the city and continue to go to school and work or move back to Talihina and go to school and work. I dont know what to do oh well I have until January to decide. I will proably talk more of this subject soon because its a pretty big decsion. To be honest I am kinda leaning towards moving. well I dont know too much more kinda quit right now.
More Ramblings to Come....
More Ramblings to Come....