I need to get on the ball

[supasweet]

I need to get busy and do some homework and study for a test. Man I hate this time of the school year when I am starting to slip and fall behind in school. I am not really that far behind but damn if I dont get my act together I am going to be in trouble soon. I dont know why I always do this, but for some reason this always happens I start out great but some how as school continues I fall behind. I guess I could say that its a lack of motivation, but really its all because I am just fucking lazy when it all comes down to it. I know what I need to do but I cant seem to make my self do it. I am always looking for something else to do execept school related work. I guess that is the only bad thing happening right now other than being broke which brings me to another subject I need a job! I need to go apply somewhere but for some reason I have no desire to do that I swear I have become this pathetic loser and I cant figure out why im sure that some one can tell me how I have become like this. I just need something I dont know what it is but maybe I will find it soon. I hope to go with holly sat. I am sorry laura but I had a valid excuse why I did not get back to you sooner I did email you I dont know if you got it in time I doubt. well that is all for now until I can find something else insignificant to bitch about.

More Ramblings to come