An update I didn't want to make

[sup3rn0th1ng]

*sigh*

I almost made it.  Almost the entire year, like I said almost a year ago, without feeling overly bad about myself.  Well, I failed at trying to feel better about my life.  At the end of November no less.  I promised at last year's New Year's resolution, that I would do the best job I could to feel better about myself for the rest of the year

Comments

[lunapolaris17]

Joe. I see that no ones responded to your post. I dont know if what I have to say is going to make any difference. But for what its worth. Why don't you try to find some middle ground? I mean. Sometimes you trying to feel good about yourself comes off as cocky. And then theres the flip side of you being really depressed. In the situation that you described as the instigator for this entry, it seems like you had a pretty good idea that you weren't going to make it out of the car. So, why don't you listen to yourself? Accepting your limitations is not a bad thing. I don't watch horror films. I don't do it. I don't like it, I can't handle it. Don't put yourself in situations where you're going cause yourself to breakdown. And don't try to change yourself because you just come off as fake. I know you're trying to love yourself more as a person, and I don't know how much you've done to try and understand yourself. But the things that you want to feel are often how you come off. Maybe that is just a bandaide, but regardless. I don't think I

[sup3rn0th1ng]

Thanks Ros. I'm feeling better about the whole thing now. Maybe I was having an off day or something, but you're totally right. Limitations are part of me, so I should learn to get used to them. Thanks for giving me input, because it was useful and thought provoking and truthful. I'll give it a shot and try not to be too extreme from now on and more towards the middle ground, or the actual me.

When you get back, we're gonna party!