well yea i havent wrote in this shit for about 4 months. my life's been shit lately. actually its been shit ever since we broke apart from each other. i guess u can say my life's changed a lot from my last journal entries. better/worse??idk yet. i play baseball every night, i try to chill w/ friends as much as i can. i've been heartbroken by the ( Read more... )

I finally realized...this really IS too good to be true. I guess the song was right. I should've known this wouldn't work. You have others to run to...they deserve you more than I do. God has finally gotten around to my punishment...and i guess i deserve it...but anyway...im sorry i had to find out what i did.. i wish i never found out...but as ( Read more... )

i love lindsay she is the greatest ever...i love her with all my heart and i would do anything for her...she is the greatest best friend/superwoman/wonderwall/baby ever. i will always love u lindsay and im always here for you no matter what. i love lindsay she is the greatest ever...i love her with all my heart and i would do anything for her...she ( Read more... )

FUCK!!

i still cant eat...i havent slept...i cant talk to anybody...my whole family is here on easter...i havent said a word to anybody...everyone keeps asking me whats wrong...i have nothing to say...im so depressed...i dont like it...i cant help it...i need help...somebody...please...help...me...i miss my baby sooo much...theres about 40 people in my ( Read more... )

I Love Lindsay More Than Anything in the world. She is my wonderwall/superwoman/own/baby. I don't know what i would do without her. she is the only thing that keeps me alive. i love her more than anything in the whole world. i would do anything for her and i will love her until i die and when im in heaven. i need you and i want you and i am going ( Read more... )