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A jillion dreams all rolled into one.
I went to this weird schoolplace. Some rooms were all wooden, some were stone, but nothing was modern building material. It kinda reminded me of a castle at some parts. Theres a bunch of scenes but they dont all relate to each other so Ill just write as I think of them
So we walk into school and theyre making all the "guys" (which means freshmen and sophmores) go into the gym. And were like, eh, okay. So we all pile in and it was real crowded, and they have a projector in the middle. And someone gives a speech about the creative geniuses at our school, and how proud we are to present a new invention. They turn on the overhead, and its an actual animation. Someone had figured out how to animate on overhead sheets and blahblahblah. It was so cool, like shapes forming together. There were whales and shapes and people and places. Almost like one of those magnetic things that follow your magnetic pen. And at the end it got real hurried, like the animator didnt want anyone to see, and in the blink of an eye I saw "by Paul Sch" and it cut off. And I get real excited, because the animation was beautiful like soulmate perfect. And later in the day I see Paul and Im sitting and hes standing by me and I was like "Was that yours" and he nods and I was like "I love you" And I held his face in my hands and I kissed him twice and I was like "ButyoucanttellchristhisbecauseImdatinghimandnotyouandIreallydontwanttobreakupwithhimbutIwishIwaswithyou" And he kinda smiled but then he stopped and Idk where it went from there.
At one point it was Me Amanda and Sarah C in the woods. And for some reason something happened and Amanda was laying down on her stomach in the mud, and I was really scared. Like, I could see her face sinking into the ground and she was dead to the world and I freaked out and I had water and I started putting it on my hands and rubbing her face trying to get her to wake up. And she opened her eyes and started crying and it mixed in with the water already on her face and she said without much emotion "I thought Id never wake up again"
I was in two electives, a modeling/dance class and a floral arrangement class. In FA we had all these tissue papers and we had to make the base of a bouquet with them, then add flowers. My teacher was a nice man, I think he was everyones version of Mr Betts but his name was something like Mr Bearing. Then in my modeling class we would walk like a mile, only we had to walk like we were on a runway in the middle of the street. The teacher was a lady, she was crazy. She had short blonde hair.
One day I had to take the floral arrangement I had made and we had to model them. And me and some other girl were being dorks with a black guy. We were outdoors, and it was like a balcony with a bench, then there was a square platform we modeled on. The teacher wasnt around. Then the girl was like -slutslutslut- and I laughed at her and got on my hands and knees pretending I was modeling for like playboy or something? And then the black guy gets behind me and idk I guess he tries to take off my pants and the girl runs off and all of a sudden the platform is now a box that people cant really see into. And Im fighting this guy and calling out names and somehow I know that classes have changed and there are people outside because they want to eat lunch on the balcony. They cant hear me for some reason. Chris was on the bench and I kept calling his name and screaming. Eventually I held off the black guy long enough so that Mr Bearing found us. He expelled the guy and we went for a walk. In the halls we saw Gabriele and Floria and he waved at them lol. It kinda looked like Pinecrest here.
I went to this weird schoolplace. Some rooms were all wooden, some were stone, but nothing was modern building material. It kinda reminded me of a castle at some parts. Theres a bunch of scenes but they dont all relate to each other so Ill just write as I think of them
So we walk into school and theyre making all the "guys" (which means freshmen and sophmores) go into the gym. And were like, eh, okay. So we all pile in and it was real crowded, and they have a projector in the middle. And someone gives a speech about the creative geniuses at our school, and how proud we are to present a new invention. They turn on the overhead, and its an actual animation. Someone had figured out how to animate on overhead sheets and blahblahblah. It was so cool, like shapes forming together. There were whales and shapes and people and places. Almost like one of those magnetic things that follow your magnetic pen. And at the end it got real hurried, like the animator didnt want anyone to see, and in the blink of an eye I saw "by Paul Sch" and it cut off. And I get real excited, because the animation was beautiful like soulmate perfect. And later in the day I see Paul and Im sitting and hes standing by me and I was like "Was that yours" and he nods and I was like "I love you" And I held his face in my hands and I kissed him twice and I was like "ButyoucanttellchristhisbecauseImdatinghimandnotyouandIreallydontwanttobreakupwithhimbutIwishIwaswithyou" And he kinda smiled but then he stopped and Idk where it went from there.
At one point it was Me Amanda and Sarah C in the woods. And for some reason something happened and Amanda was laying down on her stomach in the mud, and I was really scared. Like, I could see her face sinking into the ground and she was dead to the world and I freaked out and I had water and I started putting it on my hands and rubbing her face trying to get her to wake up. And she opened her eyes and started crying and it mixed in with the water already on her face and she said without much emotion "I thought Id never wake up again"
I was in two electives, a modeling/dance class and a floral arrangement class. In FA we had all these tissue papers and we had to make the base of a bouquet with them, then add flowers. My teacher was a nice man, I think he was everyones version of Mr Betts but his name was something like Mr Bearing. Then in my modeling class we would walk like a mile, only we had to walk like we were on a runway in the middle of the street. The teacher was a lady, she was crazy. She had short blonde hair.
One day I had to take the floral arrangement I had made and we had to model them. And me and some other girl were being dorks with a black guy. We were outdoors, and it was like a balcony with a bench, then there was a square platform we modeled on. The teacher wasnt around. Then the girl was like -slutslutslut- and I laughed at her and got on my hands and knees pretending I was modeling for like playboy or something? And then the black guy gets behind me and idk I guess he tries to take off my pants and the girl runs off and all of a sudden the platform is now a box that people cant really see into. And Im fighting this guy and calling out names and somehow I know that classes have changed and there are people outside because they want to eat lunch on the balcony. They cant hear me for some reason. Chris was on the bench and I kept calling his name and screaming. Eventually I held off the black guy long enough so that Mr Bearing found us. He expelled the guy and we went for a walk. In the halls we saw Gabriele and Floria and he waved at them lol. It kinda looked like Pinecrest here.