even the wrong words seem to right

Jun 08, 2005 17:51


I hope everyone's summer is going good.

I never want to regret not telling someone how I feel.  I never want to be able to look back and be mad at myself for not showing people that I care about them.

I hope everyone had an amazing time at Wicked.

Today I went to driver's ed with miss Laurena, and saw KaReN, babysat, got into a water fight with Ashley, and hung out with Joe and Madeleine.

I miss you Amy.

If you want to hang out, give me a call.  I'd love to.

Mike Alvarez just made my night.  :-)



Movie with Amy



I miss you Amz!  I hope you're having fun in Coloraaadoooo!






pretty pretty

My uncle Rich was in town, he's my pal



Dominos, funniest thing ever.  "Rich you jack%#$..."  "What?  I'm taking my time *&#%^."



We decided to be different than everyone else that night.  fettuchini



I won this out of the claw machine!



Natalie

Hanging out with Kaley, Ashley and Lauren



ha



yea man.  we went down the stairs in a laundry bin



Last day of school



Waiting for Vincey G.  I love him, he's awesome.



Zuko Zoolander is the greatest.



:-(



Laurena, Matheo, and Vincey G.

They're all wonderful.



I LOVE HER!



oh Jose, I miss you.




We went to the beach and my sunglasses broke and ashley was happy




TheN i fixed them, and she was sad, biznatch

Stef's house for Alisha and Pagie's going away party



Beautiful girl



<3 I missed you stef.



I really will miss my advisory buddy...



Kaley and Paige!



boys playing pool



She's so sweet.



Intuition haha



I miss you both so much.  We should hang out more.



Paige, you're cool.



aww Adam and Paige



DAVE!  man o man, you + me + stadt = party.



matt and alisha





:-)



I LOVE YOU NEIGHBOR/FRIEND/ AsHlEy




Davey Davey Davey



fun stuff







I love you Masta' DJ Julie, I miss you.



Church bond katie!  haha.  <3



yep



It was so cool seeing her.



Chris and Koeber

They rock.



Hotties Lauren and Kaley



Hadraba Daba Shbaba

Random





Courtney Anderson= cool

Britt Graduated







silly girls





I love mi abuela









Thanks for always being here for me Ashley.  You're the coolest.



Here's a vignette I wrote:  You don't have to read it, it just explains some stuff.  After I read things like that, all I want to do is make things right with my loved ones.  What if you never got to tell someone how you feel, or how much you appreciate them.  I need to show it more.  I have been making more of an effort with trying to fix things with people I feel like i'm losing, and i've been really honest with them.  I don't ever want to look back and say I wish I would have told them I loved them.

We didn't always live on Brockton Circle.  I am happy we ended up here.  A house can either be just a house or it can be a home.  My house is my home.  For many others a house is just where the family lives and goes to day by day, but I feel like my house has so much more meaning than that.

Growing up with my sister having Leukemia was not easy.  It all started in elementary school.  At a young age I was living from place to place.  My family was scattered in many places.  My sister was in the hospital.  My brother lived with my grandma.  My mom and dad took turns taking rotations to see all of us.  My sister and I lived with friends and family, switching homes on a few months basis.  When someone asked me where I lived, I didn't know how to respond, and that was scary.  Not knowing where I lived was only a part of why I was so scared at the time.

I got to talk to my parents at least once every day.  They told me that things would get better and one day my family would be back together living in one place.  I longed for the day that I could tell someoen where I lived and who I lived with.  I wasd very grateful for all of the support my famikly was given from family and friends, but I couldn't help wanitng for things to just go back to being normal and being with my immediate family.

With the help of our loved ones and the dedicated doctors, my sister was able to fight Leukemia.  My fmaily woudl be together onece again.

I will always remember the day we walked into our house for the first time with every member of my family present.  There were balloons, presenets, and flowers everywhere all welcoming us home.  I looked aroud, and could have not felt better to be a member of my family.  We were strong, and we won the horrible fight of cancer.

I returned to school that year, and my teacher asked us to write down our addresses.  I wrote mine on my paper.  I smiled.

I found this in a journal that I wrote in when I was little...  I was eight when I wrote it.

"I have a wonderful family that cares and loves me varry much!  but we are diffrent, but that does not madder."

I am so lucky to have my sister in my life.  My family has been going through some ups and downs recently.  But I love them.

I don't mind spending everyday our on your corner in the pooring rain.

^I hope you're doing well.

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