i haven't done this in awhile, but everything is so different ( Read more... )

bed rest sucks ( Read more... )

so I'm not use to the guy I like not talking to me all day, like andy did ( Read more... )

i dont know whats wrong with me
he is the sweetest guy ever.
he leaves me flowers at my door.
he tells me how much he cares about me.
he sincerly likes me.
im really all he thinks about.
he'd bend over backwards for me
he kind of already has.
and i don't like him.

closure is wonderful.
especially when it makes you feel empowered

him: when do i get to see you
me: you don't, i can't do this anymore
him: =[ can't i atleast say goodbye
me: you did already, by not talking to me

:]
closure is wonderful.

this is the best thing ever
i can't wait until i can tell people.
:]

ahh, this has been my goal since freshmen year.

what would life be if it didn't have its downs?
ugh

i can feel in my stomach this is wrong.
but i'm going to let him tell me about court.
and maybe this time we can really just be friends.
hooking up is what ruins us.
but gosh, it's chemistry...
ugh this is so wrong.
i know it.
but i do what i please.
and i miss him

hmmm. :]
life is good.

i'm a fricken baller.
the single life just became amazing