hmm...
so yea, the other night was not cool. Felt violated to wake up with my shorts off feeling like i was in jail. I mean for real, hes been gettin' stuff like he wanted and he still decides to go and do something like that. Seriously I had to go take a shower & sleep on the couch. I felt so violated.
It's what 2 days later now & i still can't get over it. Like seriously how do you do something like that? idk.
I did kiss him goodbye this morning, I wouldnt even kiss him yesterday. felt bad but he needs to know that it was seriously wrong.
I guess he got mad cuz he went & slept on the couch. which was like oh my god shocker! its always me sleeping on the couch. but nope he did, & im not even exactly sure why. just woke up & he was out there.
dunno how we are gonna pay rent & everything. my check was nowhere near where I needed it to be. this bites.
&& to top it all off... I have a bad feeling that i'm pregnant again...
It's what 2 days later now & i still can't get over it. Like seriously how do you do something like that? idk.
I did kiss him goodbye this morning, I wouldnt even kiss him yesterday. felt bad but he needs to know that it was seriously wrong.
I guess he got mad cuz he went & slept on the couch. which was like oh my god shocker! its always me sleeping on the couch. but nope he did, & im not even exactly sure why. just woke up & he was out there.
dunno how we are gonna pay rent & everything. my check was nowhere near where I needed it to be. this bites.
&& to top it all off... I have a bad feeling that i'm pregnant again...