Apr 14, 2009 10:27
I was supposed to have a recital on the 25th of this month. My Dad and step-mom were going to come up for it (not that I'm excited about that but I'd rather just get seeing them in general over with...that's an entirely different entry). So I was thinking about going to Ren Faire on May 2nd.
Now my dance teacher has just realized the 25th is during Raqs LA ( a big Miles Copeland bellydance festival up in LA) that she 1.doesn't want to compete with in terms of getting guest dancers for the show and 2. doesn't want to prevent any of us from going.
I don't mind if there are few guest dancers. Also I probably wouldn't go to Raqs LA or Ren Faire that weekend if it got moved to the 2nd because I feel like I've already spent too much money this month and I was going to wait until May.
Also I'm fed up with the phrase (or any phrase of it's equivalent) "I didn't want to tell you before because you already have enough to worry about"....which is also contrary to being told I don't have anything to worry about. And it just makes me paranoid about what other things I'm not being told.
Ok. Done. Going to implode.