I have been working a bit - lots of mixed media lots of soul searching. Last time I tried to upload LJ was being all flighty... guess I'll have to try again sometime.
But for now a bit of good hearted grinning and useless ramblings.
He was gone for a week.. not out of town, still texting and calling gone.. reallly gone. He went to play in the desert ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in almost 2 months. The last entry was prior losing my job, before turning 25, before re-learning to interview, before some of the most amazing nights out I've ever had. Before Teal broke herself -again- before I was turned down by a handful of hiring managers, before I knew what it was like to not have an income. The last ( Read more... )

So i'm not sooo prideful that I feel the need to delete the last paragraph of the entry on the 7th... but in my defense I'm not poorly entertained.

He's stable, comfortable, and focused. He's got goals and dreams and comes pre-approved by Sean. Who is turning into my geographically available version of Christopher. hehe

But we're just hanging out, ( Read more... )

its funny how packing everything you own into boxes can make you feel freer. I think a little piece of me wants to throw it into storage rather than the new house... and run away ( Read more... )

Kristen of  www.journalingsaves.com/ - sent out an email this morning about digging. Digging into what keeps you from achieving the things you need to do. About out to get "unstuck" and get moving. I love this. I had to think a bit - I am making movement. I am starting my big dig.

Teal and I are looking at houses. I'm talking about it and making ( Read more... )

Camille was married, to a boy with the cutest little fohawk on Saturday. She giggled when she said I do. and we all cried a little as she and her daddy danced to "teach your children" - and even more as her sisters reminded me of our years as kids. They reminded us of how different we all are, and the crazy antics we all got into, and the lessons ( Read more... )

It is not the oath that makes us believe the man, but the man the oath. - Aeschylus

I dont assure him of things for a reason. Unless I can promise it - which are very few things. He does, he quotes numbers, and "swears" by things and that bothers me sometimes. Because we cant see the future and promises tend to not work. He assures me he's trying ( Read more... )

We were civil, and did have some fun. It wasn't my ideal trip and I had very little control, but I thought I was putting on my happy face most days. I was tired and cranky and so was Peyton, and I thought I may sneak in a little time to relax. but other than reading on the patio before Peyton got up, I was the full time Mom I always am.

On the way ( Read more... )

The funny thing about having pencils and carrying my journal around is that i've been neglecting LJ because of it. Rather than rant & Rave and celebrate here, its all been there. Which may start to cause a problem because I've found myself leaving it out. Not that I think David would pick it up, or that there's anything more than some gripe-ing ( Read more... )

I bought myself a journal, actually a pack of journals and new pencils. I may find the time to catch up in them someday. In the mean time I've been pounding away at my old journal. almost 10 pages in the last week. Very odd. Also, I went for a run this am, first time in forever. Wasnt long just took me 20mins. But it felt so good. Thank you SATC " ( Read more... )