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Well, it is hard to believe that it is already the end of October. The semester is going by way too fast. Earlier, I saw a good friend and they said that later on they were going to get ice cream and wanted to know if I wanted to go. I can't because of bell choir rehersal. But it made me think of all the foods that I miss, and how I wish I could just bring myself to eat them:
peanut butter hot fudge sundae
nice piece of lasagna with lots of cheese
ooey gooey pizza
french fries
cheeseburgers
creme filled doughnuts with the chocolate frosting on top
cheesecake
and many more.....
I've noticed that I am not my normal self lately. I think that this is the year with the worst case of S.A.D. I have ever had. That and the feeling of God being so far away is starting to wrench at my heart.
So often people ask how I am doing and I automatically smile and say I am fine. Luckily, for those who know me too well, they make me talk. People often tell me that I am such a strong person with an immensely strong core. But right now i am taking a huge blow, and I am not sure what to do. That and part of me is feeling God nudge me in another direction...away from teaching. I think that is what is eating at me most.
I would write more, but its time to go to class. i'll continue this post later in the evening...
peanut butter hot fudge sundae
nice piece of lasagna with lots of cheese
ooey gooey pizza
french fries
cheeseburgers
creme filled doughnuts with the chocolate frosting on top
cheesecake
and many more.....
I've noticed that I am not my normal self lately. I think that this is the year with the worst case of S.A.D. I have ever had. That and the feeling of God being so far away is starting to wrench at my heart.
So often people ask how I am doing and I automatically smile and say I am fine. Luckily, for those who know me too well, they make me talk. People often tell me that I am such a strong person with an immensely strong core. But right now i am taking a huge blow, and I am not sure what to do. That and part of me is feeling God nudge me in another direction...away from teaching. I think that is what is eating at me most.
I would write more, but its time to go to class. i'll continue this post later in the evening...