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So its the weekend, and I am full of many things to ponder about. I am feeling much better after tuesday night. I have been thinking about things way too much recently. Perhaps, one of my biggest fears is to screw up in life...then i'd be kicking myself in the shins forever.
Sometimes, I feel like I want to fly...to take some big chances and see where I end from there. The only thing that is holding me back is the fact that I have worked so hard over the years to gain stability to some degree at least. I think that I will feel better once I am out of Grad school and know that I have a full time teaching job all in tact. In the mean time, I will have to keep my worrying to a minimum since my mom's cancer was caused by worrying and stress, and I don't want to have that same fate.
On another note, I am glad that I will be up in Buffalo tomorrow. Should be a lot of fun. I will be sure to take several pictures.
Take care everyone....
Sometimes, I feel like I want to fly...to take some big chances and see where I end from there. The only thing that is holding me back is the fact that I have worked so hard over the years to gain stability to some degree at least. I think that I will feel better once I am out of Grad school and know that I have a full time teaching job all in tact. In the mean time, I will have to keep my worrying to a minimum since my mom's cancer was caused by worrying and stress, and I don't want to have that same fate.
On another note, I am glad that I will be up in Buffalo tomorrow. Should be a lot of fun. I will be sure to take several pictures.
Take care everyone....