Today is special...
Today is my brothers birthday. Not only is it his birthday but he is also sick today. I should feel really bad about this. but in all truth i find this very funny. I mean all my birthdays to date have sucked horribly, and now for the first time in his small life his birthday sucks. But anyway he still gets pampered and i don't. mler him, mler him to hell. I mean he gets anything he wants! Like two years ago he got a N64 and all i got was a seven dollar magazine. -.-() And he tells me not to worry about it, its because when my birthday comes(July 13)around our family has no money and i am shit out of luck. Well not only does he get pampered by my parents today but he also gets to do something really cool this weekend to make up for him being sick! I think I am going to be sick!
I was looking foward to my birthday this year because I thought it was going to be okay, I found out how horribly wrong I was. I asked my mom this morning if i could possibly have a sleepover on my birthday, you know a real party with actuall people! And she was like that would be okay but I would have to talk to my father. So I went to him and asked and he was like no way and such. And you know what his god damned reason was? Our house is to small. He has no room to his self. -.- Our old house was huge it was two of our new house in one and i couldn't have a party. I know why it is. They just want to make my life a living hell. they already suck by not getting me internet at home. And now they are depriving me of the one thing that gives me hope for the future! What the hell should I do?
Well i should be going, I have been rammbling, and i have to visit the art show before I head to breakfast, and i have to hurry so Ari wont kill me.
I was looking foward to my birthday this year because I thought it was going to be okay, I found out how horribly wrong I was. I asked my mom this morning if i could possibly have a sleepover on my birthday, you know a real party with actuall people! And she was like that would be okay but I would have to talk to my father. So I went to him and asked and he was like no way and such. And you know what his god damned reason was? Our house is to small. He has no room to his self. -.- Our old house was huge it was two of our new house in one and i couldn't have a party. I know why it is. They just want to make my life a living hell. they already suck by not getting me internet at home. And now they are depriving me of the one thing that gives me hope for the future! What the hell should I do?
Well i should be going, I have been rammbling, and i have to visit the art show before I head to breakfast, and i have to hurry so Ari wont kill me.