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[sunnybaybie16]

last night was the best night of my life..until i got home. so i went to the concert with my dad and brooke. there were two opening acts and then once my chemical romance got on we went crazy!! brooke was jumping way more than me lol it was awesome!!!! they played 'i'm not ok' as their last song and i was so sad when they finally left the stage. my

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[pinkxroxxmyxsox]

ok well 4 one i don't fill ppl in with my love life to make them feel bad for me..k i don't care wat u comment in my livejournal...like it matters to me...

yea i no i've messed up lives...and yea im sry for it but u no when u go and tell me and shannon that u want us to go with u to the my chemical romance concert and then invite brooke wat do u think im gonna do..hug u? i mean come on i was hopin we could go with each other but noo u can't use a phone for 1 fuckign second to tell me that u can't go with us...and how was i supposed to no that u had cheerleading when u never called me. yea think about taht one..or ur never online or nething when i am...

yea im causing more drama when u went back out iwht travis becuz u love him and he loves u...well let me tell u somethin...if he really loves u as much as u think he does he would break ur heart like that at all..he would of just left it alone...he wouldn't of fingered christy or nething like that if he honestly loved u as much as he says...yea ok go ahead and believe his little fucking lies but he has u so wrapped around his finger and u can't see it...ur just getting hurt by every move he makes...and ur letting it bother u soooo bad!! and that is more as u call it "DRAMA" then all of us have caused put to together

[sunnybaybie16]

omfg i told you that brooke was probably going to go with me. and you said your mom was going to take you. and i had no way of getting there. i got the tickets the day before the concert. thats friday morning. i had cheerleading tryouts after schoool, then i got home and took a shower then went to the movies with brooke. you werent online and i didnt have time to call you. plus...if you really cared that much for wanting me to go with you, YOU would have called ME. and another thing..i called you when i got into the stadium and told you where i was sitting. there were seven seats saved for you. but did you come sit with us or even bother calling..NOO! that hurt me because during each break i tried calling you so i could at least say hi to you. you either didnt ansewr or your phone was turned off. i even called you AFTER the concert to see if i could say hi to you. it was turned off. so i went home and talked to you online about it.

and i'm sorry if it hurt YOU that i went back out with travis. and i bet if you talked to him about what you just said about him..he would totally disagree. stop asuming things!! thats what you tell me. um and i dont put this kinda stuff in my lj to get attention. its a JOURNAL. you put what your feelings are in it. and thats how i feel. its not like i put at the end 'PEOPLE COMMENT PLZ' like most ppl do. idc if you comment or not. i just had to let out my feelings and i'm sorry if you read it. no one made you read it.

yea and i like your last line...isnt it amazing how the one time i have a little trouble..only you flip out about it? i'm sorry because i thought out of all people..you would understand how i felt. i thought we were here for each other. have each others backs. it just freaks me out because whenever you need someone to talk to i'm here for you all the way. and not once did you say thank you. but here i am right now telling you thank you for everything you helped me with. i guess i cant ask for much more than that.

[pinkxroxxmyxsox]

omfg no u didn't tell me nething about brooke going...or at least i didn't hear it and i fucking called u on WENESDAY to see if u were going and no picked up and then i called on thursday abd again no one answered and at the concert u told me that u didnt have enough seats and thats y i fuckign didn't sit by u...and u no wat i did try to call u in between the fucking bands and no answered!!! and my phone was never turned off..but it was in a bag cuz i almost lost it and i dont' need that...and i don't have lk wat 3 missed calls from u...i only had that one which i answered!!!but w/e

and idc wat i travis thinks about wat i said about nething escpically about him...of course he won't admit..but thats wat i think

yea ok and the one fucking reason y i "FLIP OUT ABOUT IT" it becuz i fucking CARE about u but like u would no that....and u no i have always fucking said thank u for everything...i do soo much for u!! i ask if u can go up north and i take u places and i can garentee that u have taken brooke more places than me or close enough to it!!

and yea everything that happened with travis has hurt me becuz 1 u tell me like 1561561161456 hours later or its becuz i no ur gonna get hurt but again like u would no that!

but w/e im done now