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last night was the best night of my life..until i got home. so i went to the concert with my dad and brooke. there were two opening acts and then once my chemical romance got on we went crazy!! brooke was jumping way more than me lol it was awesome!!!! they played 'i'm not ok' as their last song and i was so sad when they finally left the stage. my ears were still ringing like 4 hours after the concert and my throat hurts so much from screaming the songs. yea then i got home and it all went downhill. me and travis got into a fight and he broke up with me. i screw everything up. it was all my fault and if i would have just shut my mouth up we probably would have still been together. i didnt get to sleep until like 3 or 4 in the morning. brooke fell asleep at like 2 so i went downstairs for a few hours. i didnt want to go back to real life. i thought everything was perfect. like i was finally someone. i guess i'm not as lucky as everyone else. and now i just feel lost. like i dont belong anymore. school's gonna be a blast. ha yea right. the thought of him was the only way i got through every day. i think i'm going to quit cheerleading. nobody likes me anyways and i just look like a fag out there with all the popular bitches. and i think i'm going to skip school tomorrow. sleep all day. drown in my friggen sorrows.