last night of summer ='(

[sunkistbum]

summer's officially over =(  this summer wasnt what i expected.  it was very up and down.  there were some amazing times and some times where i just wanted to die.  my dad was as difficult as i predicted, but my mom was difficult too which i didnt expect.  i really didnt get to spend enough times with my friends.  i miss u guys and im sorry.  i just got so busy with work and with looking for new work or with just being tired and my wisdom teeth surgery...  paris was an unexpected suprise and it was great but lonely and difficult too, just like the rest of my summer.  my employment situation was annoying too.  first hollister wouldnt give me any hours, so i went job searching EVERYWHERE, and then abercrombie kept me so busy and tired.  i hate to complain, im just depressed right now.  there were good times though: shopping, the beach, last time at 6 flags ever ='('''''''  a few parties, 4th of july...

so tomorrow i leave for santa cruz.  im sorry to all those i didnt get to see again or say goodbye to.  i wanted to, but i tend to get easily overwhelmed when i have a lot to do.  im happy and sad that im leaving.  i cant wait to get out of this house and away from my father and have my own room again, but obviously ill miss my friends and family, but its not just that.  there's something about agoura/calabasas/LA in general thats comforting to me.  its home, ive been here forever, its familiar and i love it here.  at the latest ill be back for thanksgiving and i cant wait to see u all again.

p.s. i colored my hair =D