I've never felt so... relieved... <3

[sunkist8907]

So last night I told Alissa how I almost sent Conor a message the night before on myspace telling him how I feel but my computer kicked me off. Then she kept telling me that I should just do it. So I ended up doing it and... well he sent me a message back. He told me how he just got out of a deep relationship and he doesn't want to go through that stuff again right now, which I totally underdstand. Then he said it would be pretty cool if we talked and were friends. Which I'm still really happy about because I'm scared he'd send me a message back saying something like "Eww whats wrong with you thats so gross that you like me, you're gross" But... he didn't. :o) And then I asked him in my first message not to tell anyone... and he said that he wouldn't. I don't know why I thought that he would freak out. Maybe because of shit that has not only happened to me before, but my friends. I didn't want to get hurt. I'm happy he wants to be friends though... thats pretty cool. Well I'm gonna go... I have to re-do some dishes that got something on them and made the bottoms all greasy (wtf!?). Maybe I'll update later...
~*Love ya!*~
~*Katie*~
P.S.- Alissa thanks for kind of pushing me to do that last night, I feel SOOOO much better and I'm in... such a good mood for once because I'm not wondering what he would say anymore.