I hate myself :(
I can not stop crying right now :'( It sucks so much. I don't know what to do! I knew he liked someone else.. I could feel it.. I have to give him up.. I just have to, or I will live life in depression for awhile. *sighs* I am not brave enough to hurt myself.. or else I would.. but i have no bravery at all.. I don't know what to do any more.. I want to say goodbye, and leave forever.. and I am serious about that.. I've never been more sure in my life.. I just don't know any more..