I'm such a loser!
Why am I so stupid? I don't understand. I am a failure. I do nothing right. I don't know why I was brought here. Why Why Why? I need some answers, because I hate myself right now! I pretty much gave up the love of my life.. i don't know why.. Im just an idiot. I don't desreve anything. He deserves so much better than me.. I am worthless. I just want things to be like they were before.. It's all my fault. :( I don't know what I am going to do.. I don't want to be online any more, i'll probably bug him or something. Eh. I'm so lost!
I HATE MY HISTORY TEACHER!! AHH I may fail the first semester of his fucking class, because of this damn exam. I "Plagarised" I am able to fix it, since I turned it in for extra credit.. But the problem is.. I didn't get it from the sources on my bibliography, so I can't put it on there.. I Was fucking lucky to find the first quote in a bookk.. The second one.. I put a book number from it.. It doesn't have the quote on it. I am praying to god he will not look at the damn book. :( I hope to god.. Pleaseee I do not want to fail! Err.... When he told me that, I was really upset.. Then.. I asked him if I could just cross it off, and forget I had it, and he's like "no, either find the source, or take a 0 and fail!" FUCKING ASSWIPE! I wanted to cry when he told me that.. I've been so upset all day long..
Maybe I should end it all.. but.. I can't hurt some people.. =\ but.. I really can't stand this any more. I hate myself.. SO much!!
I HATE MY HISTORY TEACHER!! AHH I may fail the first semester of his fucking class, because of this damn exam. I "Plagarised" I am able to fix it, since I turned it in for extra credit.. But the problem is.. I didn't get it from the sources on my bibliography, so I can't put it on there.. I Was fucking lucky to find the first quote in a bookk.. The second one.. I put a book number from it.. It doesn't have the quote on it. I am praying to god he will not look at the damn book. :( I hope to god.. Pleaseee I do not want to fail! Err.... When he told me that, I was really upset.. Then.. I asked him if I could just cross it off, and forget I had it, and he's like "no, either find the source, or take a 0 and fail!" FUCKING ASSWIPE! I wanted to cry when he told me that.. I've been so upset all day long..
Maybe I should end it all.. but.. I can't hurt some people.. =\ but.. I really can't stand this any more. I hate myself.. SO much!!