kinda blah
I have been in one of those moods most recently where nothing seems to matter. I am not happy, I am not sad, I am just here. I don't really know how it started but I already don't like it. I sit and try to figure out what it was I did or didn't do to make me have this lack of feeling but come up empty handed. It's like I am going through the motions without ever really getting anything accomplished. I hope this phase ends quickly.
Today was fairly uneventful at work. I'm kind of over the entire situation. Eh....after work I went to my parents house since Jason was going to some rugby thing all night. I went shopping with Stephanie for a bit. We went and picked up some school supplies that were on sale. I figure it will be cheaper to pick everything up if I do it a little at a time. I find myself more and more excited for school to start up again everyday. I'm not sure what it is, but I am more than ready to be back full time. I am so board with work, and I really don't have that much other stuff going on that it would make my life more simple to just be back on a structured schedule. I love summer, but I miss my friends and having stuff to do.
At my parents house, I finally watched Freedom Writers. It is going on my all time favorite movies list. I came away from it so inspired to do more with my life and with my teaching. That movie didn't help the wanting to be back in school thing. It made that feeling be even more dominant.
This week, I am going to dinner with my girls from school. I haven't seen them in a long time and really am excited to catch up. With the flood thing, I have not been as available as I would have liked. There has been a lot of working on the house and not much time to do anything else. It's okay though, from what I understand work on the house should be wrapping up pretty soon and we can finally move back in. I am so excited!!!! I can't wait....
Now if only I could get rid of this blah feeling.....
Today was fairly uneventful at work. I'm kind of over the entire situation. Eh....after work I went to my parents house since Jason was going to some rugby thing all night. I went shopping with Stephanie for a bit. We went and picked up some school supplies that were on sale. I figure it will be cheaper to pick everything up if I do it a little at a time. I find myself more and more excited for school to start up again everyday. I'm not sure what it is, but I am more than ready to be back full time. I am so board with work, and I really don't have that much other stuff going on that it would make my life more simple to just be back on a structured schedule. I love summer, but I miss my friends and having stuff to do.
At my parents house, I finally watched Freedom Writers. It is going on my all time favorite movies list. I came away from it so inspired to do more with my life and with my teaching. That movie didn't help the wanting to be back in school thing. It made that feeling be even more dominant.
This week, I am going to dinner with my girls from school. I haven't seen them in a long time and really am excited to catch up. With the flood thing, I have not been as available as I would have liked. There has been a lot of working on the house and not much time to do anything else. It's okay though, from what I understand work on the house should be wrapping up pretty soon and we can finally move back in. I am so excited!!!! I can't wait....
Now if only I could get rid of this blah feeling.....