I have offically retired my journal...i find them very lame now...and definitly highschoolish...

Cancer ( Read more... )

So excited for this weekend....Friday prolly goin to see a movie with andrew but I dunno...we need alone time I havent had that in months! Then saturday dunno but at nite were babysittin this 1 month old boy...haha andrew ur changin him lol. Let see how good he is with kids! Then hes prolly sleepin over. Sunday workin.

Today was so shitty! My god damn bad luck....I was runnin late...went drivin down the short cut way, apparently had construction on a road not ment to drive on...so she sent me down a side street that side street was a loop around street and had a dead end...so I drove back through the obstacle course with my lil car...good god! Then on the way to ( Read more... )

"Baby I dont keep anything from u"..........I smell BULLSHIT.....no actually it is BULLSHIT!

I L*O*V*E being high and goin on dunkin donuts trips to get iced coffees and donuts hahaha so good

Then the other day...I came home and turned off the hall light and started walkin towards my room and tripped and fell onto a small crate...and now i have bruises on my legs! Then later that nite I bumped into the wall...ahh.

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Hmm so the last couple of days I have been so god damn blonde...so the other day I go to get gas at this place in fall river by my school cuz its 2.81 so I get there and im pumpin my gas and notice the price I was payin was 3.01 and I was like wtf? I could have sworn it was cheaper...then realizin I had pumped super plus or w.e u call it the most ( Read more... )

My stepdad bought me a rose to make me feel better....this is so hard on me.......I will change I promise u and so do u....

I've been here before a few times
and I'm quite aware we're dying
and your hands, they shake the goodbyes
and I'll take you back if you have me

So here I am, I'm trying
so here I am, are you ready?
come on let me hold you, touch ( Read more... )