Home is in your head
i kind of snuck off from ceremony tonight and i feel a little conflicted about it. i could have toughed it out over there, but i just really really wanted to be home. in my bed, with my food and my music and my tea and my vibe. i probably shouldnt bounce like that though in the future. i'm sure i'll get a talking to about it from michael.
i was confronted by one of my teachers privately about speaking ill of his class in a public space. this situation has been bothering me. i really do need to learn how to keep my mouth shut though.
tonight i actually became aware of this hint of jealousy towards steven for dating katie. i really do love that girl, but her energy is sealed up tight from me now. who knows if it'll ever be like it was again.
i am making a commitment to myself right now to focus on playing drums at home more, and to read through the two bebop books i just got. booya.
i'm settling back into my vibe a little bit here. it can be kind of lonely, but its better than the alternative. besides i don't have any energy to spend chasing around confused girls anymore.
music is what its all about for me. chris potter underground was really amazing tonight.
i was confronted by one of my teachers privately about speaking ill of his class in a public space. this situation has been bothering me. i really do need to learn how to keep my mouth shut though.
tonight i actually became aware of this hint of jealousy towards steven for dating katie. i really do love that girl, but her energy is sealed up tight from me now. who knows if it'll ever be like it was again.
i am making a commitment to myself right now to focus on playing drums at home more, and to read through the two bebop books i just got. booya.
i'm settling back into my vibe a little bit here. it can be kind of lonely, but its better than the alternative. besides i don't have any energy to spend chasing around confused girls anymore.
music is what its all about for me. chris potter underground was really amazing tonight.