Equinox
today, i got hooked up a bit. and i am stoked and thankful for that. its good to have friends, and to be taken care of sometimes. i feel like it might be me doing the right things, and also being an eager student. trying to do my best, and to be honest and make good choices through it all. it can be such a challenge to just remember how important that all really is!
some things were bothering me earlier. like my guilt about badmouthing a professor, and being confronted about it. it truly was bad form. and im glad i am learning this lesson. like the situation with katie nelson... knowing that she was either intentionally leading me on to play weird games or that she is just too conflicted and uncertain to make the right choices for herself. either way it's rough and she won't respond to me about it all anyways so i suppose i have to respect that it's not really my place to know. the issue of not being 100% on top of my music at school plays into it...
it really is all a big game, and you can't let the bullshit play you like a fiddle, so to speak.
i just feel very blessed right now and am happy to say that my day was salvaged.
thank you to the full moon and to the balanced day and night. what a cool day!
respect.
amen
some things were bothering me earlier. like my guilt about badmouthing a professor, and being confronted about it. it truly was bad form. and im glad i am learning this lesson. like the situation with katie nelson... knowing that she was either intentionally leading me on to play weird games or that she is just too conflicted and uncertain to make the right choices for herself. either way it's rough and she won't respond to me about it all anyways so i suppose i have to respect that it's not really my place to know. the issue of not being 100% on top of my music at school plays into it...
it really is all a big game, and you can't let the bullshit play you like a fiddle, so to speak.
i just feel very blessed right now and am happy to say that my day was salvaged.
thank you to the full moon and to the balanced day and night. what a cool day!
respect.
amen