i just slept for 13 hours.
and i feel much better now about myself, as a person and as a musician. i think i'm still making decisions based out of fear of how scary the world can be. still a focus on the darker side of things. i need to open my eyes to the awesome secrets i've unravelled the last few months here. look up and the nicer things, and don't be afraid to get cut down in this world, because there are safe places to go.