Better That We Break - Maroon 5
Life's been turbulent lately.
Well with Cross Country..I'm not sure what happened really. I got disillusioned by everything simply because I wasn't running well at all and I had no real role on the team anymore. Then after the Sr. Banquet and I stopped going to practices because there was no purpose..well I get I got alienated from the team. During an ITM football game with the team I was on against the XC team they pounded me and in return I pounded them back. Kinda had some built up rage from just having to deal with them through the past year or so and how hypocritical they are many times. In the end though that's not entirely important.
The only thing I can see of importance that's happening is that I basically lost Julie..who idk. She was the girl I could flirt with and have fun with and I thought always liked me. But things happened one night and we're different now..I'm afraid she's way past me and with her other friends now. I thought we'd be friends forever..one of those people you carry on from high school years. Well in the end if we never become as close as we did..I'm not as wrecked about it as I used to be. It's not my fault if thats what happens, its hers and I guess that helps a bit even if it hurts.
I don't know anything else I really consider important right now.
Well with Cross Country..I'm not sure what happened really. I got disillusioned by everything simply because I wasn't running well at all and I had no real role on the team anymore. Then after the Sr. Banquet and I stopped going to practices because there was no purpose..well I get I got alienated from the team. During an ITM football game with the team I was on against the XC team they pounded me and in return I pounded them back. Kinda had some built up rage from just having to deal with them through the past year or so and how hypocritical they are many times. In the end though that's not entirely important.
The only thing I can see of importance that's happening is that I basically lost Julie..who idk. She was the girl I could flirt with and have fun with and I thought always liked me. But things happened one night and we're different now..I'm afraid she's way past me and with her other friends now. I thought we'd be friends forever..one of those people you carry on from high school years. Well in the end if we never become as close as we did..I'm not as wrecked about it as I used to be. It's not my fault if thats what happens, its hers and I guess that helps a bit even if it hurts.
I don't know anything else I really consider important right now.