this is long and depressing, scroll over if you don't like to hear about dead dogs
Well it's 2:30. I've been out of bed for 20 straight minutes now, which is probably my record for the day. I didn't go to school today because my best friend died early this morning. Yes, that's right. She's been on-and-off sick for about a week now. The vet put her on medicine for this tick bite that was apparently dragging her down, but now we're not sure what that was. Not to sound corny, but even though she wasn't human, Honey was by far the best friend I've ever had. She was still a baby. 7 years old is WAY too young for anyone, especially a dog, to die. I miss her so much... I can't walk to almost anywhere in the house without triggering some memory of her lying there, wagging her tail or sleeping or slobbering all over her plastic dinosaur chew-toy. She wasn't just A baby, she was MY baby. And more than anything in the world right now, I want my baby back.
I have no idea what my family is doing this weekend. We were gonna stay here, but not if it's going to give me and my mom nervous breakdowns every other minute. The possibility of going to Winter Park was also there but I don't think I can stand being in that house right now... I mean, I really want to see my friends, but I don't want to go there and be sad all the time because I can still hear Honey barking at the UPS man out the front window. I suggested going to Canada or New York or Boston or somewhere else up north for a change of scenery, but it might be too late for that now...
Ugh. I didn't eat all day and now I can't stop. I've lost a lot of weight since I moved here. At least my mom says I have and my clothes are all getting really big on me... I don't see it. I think I look the same, if not heavier.
This will probably be my last entry for a long time. Interims go out today, and I'm almost positive I'm getting one for Bio since my grade in there right now is crapola. And we've all heard how my parents are about my grades, especially with their newfound "No Tolerence" policy. Whenever the grades go down, the computer and hang-out-with-fun-people time goes down too.
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^RIP Honey. I love you. (the link is there, it's just invisible with my silly color settings I can't fix...
peace