heh... this is gonna be my last post on livejournal
well lately ive been held against for stuff i'm typing on my journal on top of michele ended her journal i've been having the thought to end this journal but never did. but now i'm reconsidering and after this post i'll probably stop this journal and possibly start a new one on xanga. though i've spend time to set up this journal i like the background alot and stuff. but i am getting tired to update this if it's only going to be used to hold me responsible. there isn't just one case but several so whatever. by all means i dont care if people read but i'd say anything i want in this journal since it's mine? well i do understand there will always be drama if one wants to be active in a social circle so that's fine. it's not like i've never seen drama. well i guess people are different no matter how ur gonna force people to have same interest or anything else. that's when u start to meet people with the same interest. always though types of people would never get close but i think it's just me prejudging people or it's just me being shy and cowardly. i know how i need to initialize moves in strat games, school work, more serious stuff, and it's time for me do that in friendship as well. once again i shall get rid of my shyness just as i did in the beginning of last quater. there's been too much coincidence in my life due to small social circles, and picking this gigantic school is suppose to give me lessons about different atmosphere and it's doing what it's suppose to do. haha now i feel stupid. well i'm happy i'm learning more and more stuff as i go through college anyway i'm not afraid of falling down cuz i've done that too many times that i learned to come back up. i'll be fine, that's what all my old friends'd do. hold my heads up high cuz we take hitz. toughen up myself.