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i realized that today some ppl only find friends for their own needs once they're done with whatever emotional relieve needed at the time they just dont care anymore suddenly they want other things to satisfy their current needs and in replace for the old. i also learned that ppl run away from conflicts to their religion, not that i dont run away from my problems, but i do try not to and i dont just go pray to god hoping problems will disappear when they hit me, i do try to find solutions and try to work through it. that's the idea how i was brought up with and that's what i thought what man does. obviously when ppl run into problems they run to church become a christian and hope god can resolve his problems for him. well doesn't that make everyone who can solve ur stupid problem a god? go bow down to every person u see in the hallway everyone's got more guts than you do. maybe this is why i just don't believe, i dont ever ever feel like running away from my problems before i even try to think of a resolution. sure it's easy to write on a online journal making urself sound like ur the poorest person on earth, how ur parents are strict how u dont have money so u can't get out. but i have no sympathy for you i just don't. if two fucking professor parents in taiwan makes little money what the hell are u going to say about the money all the lower class ppl make? friend tried to tell me about be considerate how u dont have money this year so u can't go out. isn't that a result from u spending like crazy last year? i dont care if ppl borrowed it from you or all that other shit, at the end it's ur decision to lend other ppl money and multiple of hundreds, who the hell are you gonna blame this on? the person who borrowed the money? no, i always think of the money lended are the money that's not coming back and if ur no t happy about not getting back the money it's your fault, why the hell did you lend her so much money? and o yea just to make everything clear, i dont care ur in a fucking bad mood, when we come back from socializing and say hi to you how the hell am i suppose to know ur in a bad mood? and stop running off to other girls talking about u were mad and ppl still try to piss u off. just stop fucking complainging! and u want to beat me up just cuz of jokes on you? or someday i'll get beat up cuz i dont know the limit? dude go fuck urself, ur just a fucking coward inside ppl misjudge you? well do you study enough to get ur grades up so u can tell ppl off when they say u dont do well? do you not stay in room all day play ur fucking rpgs and then go out to ur christian meetings on all ur free time? only times i see you study is 2-3 days before a test. u think u have enough support to argue they misjudge you? ur just too soft, american wannabe, i joke with you cuz u act white, u want to be white, that's what i do with my white friends, o yea last thing , if u got a fucking problem with me, then stop talking to my girlfriend u fuck face perverted sicko bastard. ur not a fucking victim here dick i thought we were friends....