So It goes that i write a letter and plan to mail it asap.
Dear Ryan,
This letter does not require any sort of retort or response. You probably will throw it away as soon as you see it. However I would just like to say a few things, in a small defense of myself. Alright, I knew being “friends” or just talking kindly probably wouldn’t work from the start, but you know I really liked the time we had, so I guess I was so eager to have whatever I could get. That was a mistake. I really just couldn’t let it go. I think what you are so worked up about is me talking to Caroline, I only did it on suggestion from Nikki, who had talked with her at Senior week and was curious about us, very curious actually. Nikki said she was a nice girl and that I should talk to her. So I tried in the most causal way possible. If the girl wants to know and your not telling her, I mean I really don’t know what happened but I could do my best to tell her. Yea, I was pretty fucked up then, I don’t know what happened. I actually just recently let it go , completely!! I stopped talking to you because you only talked to me in a cold manner, then I finally am coming to Towson and want to tell you that so I can get my movie, and you go nuts. For anything its worth, I know I played games and I am sorry it was really childish and stupid. Anyway, I just wanted to clear that up so my romantic illusion of whatever we had could remain intact. I know its over, so you don’t have to respond. Now I will shut the fuck up forever and definitely leave you alone.
- Kelly
This letter does not require any sort of retort or response. You probably will throw it away as soon as you see it. However I would just like to say a few things, in a small defense of myself. Alright, I knew being “friends” or just talking kindly probably wouldn’t work from the start, but you know I really liked the time we had, so I guess I was so eager to have whatever I could get. That was a mistake. I really just couldn’t let it go. I think what you are so worked up about is me talking to Caroline, I only did it on suggestion from Nikki, who had talked with her at Senior week and was curious about us, very curious actually. Nikki said she was a nice girl and that I should talk to her. So I tried in the most causal way possible. If the girl wants to know and your not telling her, I mean I really don’t know what happened but I could do my best to tell her. Yea, I was pretty fucked up then, I don’t know what happened. I actually just recently let it go , completely!! I stopped talking to you because you only talked to me in a cold manner, then I finally am coming to Towson and want to tell you that so I can get my movie, and you go nuts. For anything its worth, I know I played games and I am sorry it was really childish and stupid. Anyway, I just wanted to clear that up so my romantic illusion of whatever we had could remain intact. I know its over, so you don’t have to respond. Now I will shut the fuck up forever and definitely leave you alone.
- Kelly