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I had a dream about you last night. It was a strange dream. It's as if I could feel you. I could touch you. Taste the cigarette we shared. She was in it. I don't know why. I hate her. But something in me must miss it. Miss her. Because I forgave her in the end. But I missed you. And I could feel you holding onto me so tight. It was as if everything I did in that dream, I did it for you.
I hold onto every little memory of you. Even the dreams I have. Why is the part of you still with me? Every time I drive past the highway that takes me to where y ou are, sometmies I am just so tempted to get on it and just drive to see you. My brain moves a thousand miles an hour. I hate you so much sometimes for what you do. You know how to get to me. But you think I am stupid. I really know. I just act like I don't.
And now I am afraid to sleep for I fear you will be there again.
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barley hanging on
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep insde
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Open up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all thats left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause i can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barley hanging on
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep insde
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me than spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No I don't cry on the outside
Anymore
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep insde
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
First Loves Never Die
Maybe they were right about me....
I hold onto every little memory of you. Even the dreams I have. Why is the part of you still with me? Every time I drive past the highway that takes me to where y ou are, sometmies I am just so tempted to get on it and just drive to see you. My brain moves a thousand miles an hour. I hate you so much sometimes for what you do. You know how to get to me. But you think I am stupid. I really know. I just act like I don't.
And now I am afraid to sleep for I fear you will be there again.
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barley hanging on
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep insde
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Open up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all thats left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause i can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barley hanging on
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep insde
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me than spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No I don't cry on the outside
Anymore
Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep insde
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
First Loves Never Die
Maybe they were right about me....