TM-Challenge: Shame (catchup)

[summers_day]

Talk about something you did that made you feel ashamed of yourself afterwards.

Yeah, nice try guys. I have been accused, in the past, of dwelling on my own problems, being self-absorbed, perhaps even whining. (Not brooding though. I never brood. Angel's the brooder in the family.) (That's a joke, I'm not in his family.) Though everybody else

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[soulful_spike]

I do not have strong suppressed feelings seethe. At least not as much anymore. I've overcome quite a few anger issues since last we saw each other. Like me and Angel have come to terms with each other... after I beat the crap outta him and finally proved that I am just as deserving of a bloody champion's destiny as him.

So yeah, am a bit more mellow. Less with tryin' to kill things to release pent up frustrations. And not gonna try to force stuff to happen. I respect our friendship, and don't wanna muck it up. If something is ment to happen, it will. If it's not meant to be, then that's life.

And really am happy that Angel is human. After all the crap the Powers That Be have have put the the poor brooder threw. He deserves a chance at a normal life. Even though I'd rather it be me ta have a shot at a happily ever after. I can't begrudge him that opportunity. Though looks like are still some bumps in the road for him and the ones he loves... that need sorted out to give him a rosy storybook endin'.

Bein' the only vampire with a soul these days. Is allot more pressure and expectations to live up too. Not sure if I'm up to the challenge, but not goin' all meltdowny again, if I can help it.

And yeah you can remind him that thanks to that brief time as a vamp turned by old batface. Could give you dibs on the title as the head chick in the Aurelius family nest. Sorry for the chicken analogy. But seemed fitting. The former head of the Aurelius family, The Master's real last name was Nest.