"if i don't say this now, i will surely break"

[summerniterun]

so all in all, i was pleasantly surprised by saturday.
it's weird, because when i had first met james at the beginning of the trip, i had dismissed him as not the type of guy im usually friends with, let alone one id have feelings for... i guess my image of he and geoff and david was that they were the stereotypical teenage boys who like to make

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k8iebug119 (11:06:13 PM): you are my soulmate

I couldn't have said it better. You truly are really blessed, but you completely do not take it for granted, which is so amazing. But when you said "sometimes though, i feel like i could be a better friend if only i understood what others are going through. but i really have no idea. i cant grasp it. im not wishing for anything bad to happen to me," it reminded me of a talk I attended during Passion06 in Nashville that was about suffering and why humans have to go through it. The speaker, Francis Chan, said that it's because ultimately, suffering leads us to God and makes us truly depend on Him more. And I absolutely do not want you to go through anything bad, and I'm not suggesting that you wish for it.. but I just wanted to put it out there as another perspective :) I think (I hope!) you understand, right?
Paul Bowen actually bought the CDs of the talk for all of us, so if you're ever interested in hearing it, it's preeeeettty coooool.

I love you forever and ever and I'm so happy that you're happy and we're happy and ohhhhhhhhh! :-D

[summerniterun]

thank you for your wonderful perspective on things my love! i really like that little part of the sermon there. i hadnt thought of it that way before. :-)
i would love to hear that! it sounds awesome.

i love you so much, and we are definitely soulmates, and im so happy that youre happy that we're happy that im happy that youre happy that im happy that.... haha okay. i love you.