really, what the hell
tell me if this is fair or not: that i finally like someone, but so does one of my best friends here. and for once, shes going for it. what the fuck, huh? she fucking likes everyone! and to think i had a fighting chance... shes got a whole other weekend on me and fuckin a. argh, and i know he likes me, but maybe im just not being as persistent. really though, what the fuck. and of course, im not allowed to say anything because, oh what a surprise, im not allowed to have feelings. fuckin a, why cant i just be home so people understand when im miserable? i cannot wait to pretend im in high school again.
i really wish my entries were about nice things, but this journal has become such a wasteful rant...
i would also like to note that i watched love, actually instead of finishing my theo final paper, which i will get done before the sun rises, or ill eat my own face. note the time: 430 am. thanks for coming.
i really wish my entries were about nice things, but this journal has become such a wasteful rant...
i would also like to note that i watched love, actually instead of finishing my theo final paper, which i will get done before the sun rises, or ill eat my own face. note the time: 430 am. thanks for coming.