um...this isnt gonna make sense to almost anyone
im pretty sure that love is the only thing that makes life truly fun, happy, exciting, and godawful miserable, all at the same time. and even if it ends up being a mistake, its still put you on that high, and personally i think thats worth it. its also addicting and difficult to give up on. so even tho it might be a mistake, its worth it, right? im kinda applying this to my own life and another's life, but at this point i cant tell if im trying to answer that or trying to justify my own emotions on a totally different matter. however, if you do end up riding the high and then crashing down in defeat...well, ppl pay a lot of money to go skydiving. tho a friend said once that we should go skydiving just so he can say he pushed me out of a plane. i think theres prolly a good analogy there, but im too tired to spell it out. besides, falling is sometimes fun too. just remember to stand back up and dust yourself off and try again
i wish to god i could follow my own advice
i wish to god i could follow my own advice