5 days 'til the end of the school year! Wooooooo! But that also means 5 days until I leave for Quebec, and I don't know how I feel about that yet. I'm scared! And worried! And jealous of all the fun I'll be missing back home while I'm gone! I just have to remind myself that I felt this way last year before I left for Moncton, and I ended up having
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Up until about a year after my Grandma died I cried a lot. I cried myself to sleep for a few months and then after I got a bit better it was just random fits. Whenever I talked to my mom or emailed back and forth I'd be crying because she was so upset and so was I. It's been two years and I'd say I cry once every couple months but I'm at the point where I can have pictures of her displayed and I don't cry everytime I look at them. My brother and his wife are expecting their first in a month and he/she would have been Grandma's first great grandchild, I think we'll all be sobbing messes. I have never had to grieve before she died, but after going through all that I'd say there's no right way to grieve, and it's okay to cry whenever you need to.
I miss my grandma every single day and I know I'll never stop missing her :( But I'm less devastatingly sad than I was two years ago, so that's progress.
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