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You Are A Realistic Romantic
You are more romantic than 70% of the population.
It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!
Are You Romantic or Realistic?
so, yeah, in case you hadn't figured it out from the last entry, kurt is home.
"home" is montana, granted, and it's only for 3 months, and he's not coming back for good, now, until next april.
the reason i started keeping this livejournal was because i needed a place to vent and to talk about my day, even if no one was going to read it, or respond, or care in any way....because before he left, i always talked to kurt about it, and my day never felt complete, or like it had even happened until i told him about it. now that he's back, while i may or may not see him, he's still there to talk to, there to vent to, there to hear what happened to me and tell me what happened to him...the need for this journal isn't there, so much, anymore.
i like that i have a way to be updated on the few lives i follow through having this--knowing how alicia, kristen, erin and mark are all doing has been nice in the last year or however long it's been, and recently adding lauren and beth to the mix has been neat, too. and i'm not saying "kurt's home, done with this," because who knows, maybe tomorrow i'll be laughing about this thought process and writing it off and writing about it in here.
it's just that he's back. and every time i claimed to be happy over the last year seems so minescule and mediocre and fake in comparison to how this feels.
until the next time,
--s*