Oct 12, 2005 22:07
Well kids, I am so relieved right now I can't really explain. This weekend was good, very good. First of all, I'm coming to love the fall (however, I wish Mom would turn up the heat so I wouldn't be so reluctant to get out of bed in the mornings, brrr). I can't wait for all the leaves to start turning. ::Sigh:: I <3 New England. Also, I got a lot of important stuff done, including a lot of college stuff, which was grand. And one of the most important things that happened was that I got to see many of the ex-seniors. It was good. I didn't really know it before, but I was really, really worried that things would fall apart after everyone left and came home, that for some reason we wouldn't all fit together so well, but it was as if nothing had ever happened. I hate to say it, but I half expected them to just leave me, or for things to irreconcilably different. My insecurities were telling me that they wouldn't really want to be my friends anymore, and that was bad. Now I almost feel guilty for being so doubtful. But anyways, it all worked out, and that takes away the invisible elephant I've been carrying on my shoulders, which is just grand! Autie and I are "theme coordinators" for the home debate tourney, the theme is western, it's gonna be wicked kick ass! Alright, tis time to depart, have fun kidlets! I miss you all!
<3 Chrisketch